On a summer day- she smiles. A new day- she smiles.

Life has been moving on without me. I call for it. Plead for it to slow down. It's leaving me behind. I can't run to catch up.

Everyday I think up something I should post on here. And yet, the page remains so very empty. I wasn't good at keeping diaries as a kid either. Well, I saw this quiz. I wanted to fill it out. So, I'm posting it here.

YOU WOULD RATHER BE CALLED
1. Babe or Baby: Babe if I had to pick I guess. 
2. Sweetie or Honey: Sweetie
3. Darling or Dear: Both in the right moment. 
THIS OR THAT
4. hug or kiss: Both
5. white or black: Photography
6. ground or sky: Sky
7. night or day: Evening
8. pool or beach: Beach
9. love or lust: Lusty love
10. you or me: You and me
11. silver or gold: Silver
12. left or right: Right
13. sunny or rainy: Rainy
14. hot or cold: A difficult question; Hot, in the winter. Cold, in the summer.
15. lake or river: river
DO YOU
16. eat 3 meals a day: Usually.
17. like someone: As always
18. believe in love at 1st sight: I want to.
HAVE YOU EVER
20. been camping: Yes.
21. eaten alligator: No
22. gotten in a fight: Silently
23. been out of the country: Yes, a glorious week. A truely wonderful time.
24. cussed someone out: In my mind
25. held a grudge for more than a week: No.
26. killed something: I hope not.
27. had a mud fight: Nope.
THIS OR THAT
29. watching a scary movie or a funny one: Funny
30. holding hands or being held: Both
31. held at the shoulders or held at the waist: shoulders
32. holding or being held: Held
A-Z
A- AVAILABLE?: Yes
B- BEST SPORT?: Ones that are on a stage
C- CRUSH?: I have some.
D- DOGS NAME?: Morgan
E- Easiest person(s) to talk to?: There are a lot of people I can talk to with ease.
F- FAV. COLOR?: Blue, brown, purple, green etc. etc
G- GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?: Bears
H- HOMETOWN?: Las Vegas
J- FAV. JUICE?: Apple. White Grape. Something cool. 
K- KIND OF MUSIC?: The kind that's playing right now.
L- LONGEST CAR RIDE?: St. Louis
M- MILK FLAVOR?: Eh, not so much.
N- NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?: One
O- ONE WISH? To find success for myself and help others find theirs.
P- PHOBIA/FEARS?: Failing and finding myself trapped
R- REASON TO SMILE?: Everything : )
S- SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Molly Smiles. And London Calling. Both fit into my life very well.
T- TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY?: 8:30
U- UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT YOU?: I secretly observe people and take mental notes. I tell their stories in my head. People my own age drive me crazy. I envy Aly and Aj. I hate being young and don't want to be any older. The list goes on and on.
V- VEGGIE YOU DONT LIKE? Uh, squash...

W- WORST HABIT?: Keeping my mouth shut.

X- X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?: One million of my mouth and chest
Y- YUMMY FOOD?: Apples, Chicken, apple pie, ice cream, cheeseburgers, corn, sunflower seeds, peanut butter. The list goes on and on.
Z- Zodiac Sign?: Libra
PRESENTLY
1. is your hair wet? No.
2. is your cell phone right by you?: Not really.
3. do you miss someone?: Yes, a lot. It aches.
5. are you wearing chapstick? No, I should get some.
7. are you tired: Yes. But, I won't sleep.
8. are you excited for tomorrow: I want to be.
9. are you watching tv: No.
10. are you wearing pajamas: Yes, they have snow men on them.
HAVE YOU
1. recently done anything you regret: Always.
2. ever lied: Yes
3. ever stuck gum under a desk: No.
4. ever kick someone?: Haha Only in self defense. Natasha can be viscious. Although, I usually just take it.
5. ever trip over your own feet?: Always lol
TODAY
2. have you yelled at someone: No.
3. have you gotten mad at someone: No, today was an anger free day.
4. have you cried: No.
5. have you called more than 3 people: No, it's been peaceful
6. have you IM'd more than 3 people: Yes. Always.

Q 01: is there a person who is on your mind right now? A 01: A little
Q 02: where is the last place you went? A 02: Ron and Teri's house
Q 03: who is the last person you called? A 03: Josh and Lauren
Q 04: who do you like more, your mom or dad? A 04: Both
Q 05: do you have any siblings? A 05: Molly Smiles
Q 06: do you smile often? A 06: Not as much as I used to.
Q 07: do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? A 07: Actually, today, yes. And it worries me.
Q 08: do you wish on stars? A 08: Yes. :) Just in case.
Q 09: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? A 09: No.
Q 10: when did you last cry? A 10: Driving home yesterday. I was doing so well too.
Q 11: do you like your handwriting? A 11: Not really.
Q 12: are you a friendly person? A 12: Yes, I think I am lol
Q 13: who's bed did you sleep in last night? A 13: My own lonely one
Q 14: what color shirt are you wearing? A 14: Red
Q 15: do you have any pets? A 15: Yes.
Q 16: what is the color of your bedsheets? A 16: Blue
Q 17: what were you doing at 3pm yesterday A 17: Getting ready for rehersal
Q 18: i can't wait until... A 18: I go to college and start my life.
Q 19: is tom on your friends list? A 19: Sadly ; )
Q 20: look to your left. what's there? A 20: Silly Putty.
Q 22: ever cried yourself to sleep? A 22: Yes, it was bad there for a while.
Q 23: ever cried on your friend's shoulder? A 23: Not the way I should have.
Q 24: song that makes you cry or really emotional? A 24: There are some, but I can't think of thme. Blah lol
Q 25: are you normally a happy person? A 25: Despite how ...I hate to use this..emo, this survey has been, Yes. I am a happy person.
Q 26: has anyone ever said 'i love you' to you? A 26: Yes. :)
Q 27: if yes do you think they meant it? A 27: Some of them ; )