I've been formulating posts in my head for days and daily I come on and try to make myself write something.

It just never comes out as anything interesting. And I just feel stupid. I feel horribly vain when I want to try and stay modest.

I'm a pretty uninteresting looking person. Brown hair, round face, big brown eyes, (I may get around to posting a picture someday) still, there are not very many special things about the way I look. And none the less, I've been getting attention from some of the boys...men...guys?-The people in my life. And one of those boys I've like for a long time. Part of me thinks that he may just be mocking me. That when he says I'm pretty he is just kidding. And yet, I can't stop thinking about him. I look forward to going to school so I can see him and because of that I feel completely idiotic.

I have millions of teenage flirty stories to share with you. I've been driving all of my other friends crazy with them. I'll write about them all in my next post. I'll write all about my first boyfriend, my gay ex-boyfriend, Paul, Creepy Phil, Jason, and you can tell me about the people in your life.

Valentines day is coming. I wonder if I will get the chance to celebrate this year.